Balance

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I promise I've been searching for you,
But you've been distant.

How do I know?--

Because the closest to me have been saying so.--

You've been here before.

Yes, you,
obviously you.
You beat me up every second, every minute, and everyday.
When your not there I'm in awe,
But when your here I'm lost,
And without you my mind seems demised.

So,--
Where am I left,
so I can be in comfort,
If I need you,
but yet you beat me.

How do I stand up float?--
Where do I find balance?
Wow, you are no joke.
If I don't balance the two out,
Buddha knows you won't find peace.
In time you realize meditation is key,
And without consistency your anxieties will for ever tear your peace.